Thursday

Today was one of the most interesting days I have ever had in theatre. In class today, I personally wasn't feeling that up to beat, a little depressed. And today in class, we were going to the theatre, and changing into blacks so we could mover around. My teacher told us that we were gonna start off with meisner repetition. I had this crazy idea that maybe since I was a little not feeling well, everything would affect me way more than it usually would, and I would be able to react back truthfully. Well I was right and wrong. I got thrown up there with one of my good friends, and just the instant mood that I had was that I liked her, and it pretty much just threw us into this crying phase. At the end of our session, I felt that that was one of my most clearest, truthful sessions I have ever done. The bad part was that after the session, I was still very emotional. I need to be able to react, and let things affect me, without being, upset or depressed.